you cant stop SCREAMing

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Wed, 30 Dec 2009 12:48:25 GMT

i just realise the soonest i can see my dentist is 13 jan -_- so thats 2 weeks away. HAHA!

i really wonder how im going to survive 2 weeks full of dance/ perf/ proj submissions with the crazy on off pain.

also, im damn positive that the pain is not going to go away by itself. lol! what an awesome way to start my 2010.

speaking of which. omg tml is dec 31 alr. and in 2 months' time year 2 is going to end.

hmm. anyway happy thing of the day: im quite glad the pain is on and off. cause if its a constant on, i think i will just kill myself.

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Wed, 30 Dec 2009 03:12:16 GMT

didnt manage to come online ystd. anyway despite how terrible things were at night anyways,

happy thing 2: im glad i met up w ling and amanda in the afternoon! (:
really glad. hope im more free before feb13 to meet up more though (:

the terrible thing is i keep having on and off tooth plus headache (some nerves connecting them) and its so bad ): i woke up at least 7 times from the pain before crying myself back to sleep :/ best part is my dentist is only free next wednesday. lets just wishfully hope that the pain will go away by itself eh.

panadol extra is not helping.

and i twisted my ankle ystd. hahas. lucky ling was w me then. but it seems alot better today :D good good. i think im skipping crm lec. still deciding if i should go a&p.

shit, i totally forgot tonight got modern. D: OMGGG

happy thing 1

Mon, 28 Dec 2009 16:16:37 GMT

im glad i got to chitchat w besties today. <3
sorry im always so busy. D: anyways!
<3<3!!

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Mon, 28 Dec 2009 15:46:26 GMT

headache, again. ):

i think i've been eating panadol everyday for some time now. :/

/byes

Sat, 26 Dec 2009 16:26:20 GMT

i am going to disappear. now.

oh! before that, thanks jesscy/fion/suria/koh/serene for being such sweethearts today.
did lifted my mood. (: really <3 you guys many.

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Sat, 26 Dec 2009 05:26:16 GMT

so much for pushing me.

(:

Tue, 22 Dec 2009 02:41:15 GMT

i just want to say that i really <3 my company of friends.
be it from dance, from tp, from sec school, from outside.

its like when i hang out w them, i feel that i'm at the right place at the right time.
like life don't suck as much after all.
happy max. :D

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Sun, 20 Dec 2009 17:59:38 GMT

happy bday allie.

hmmm

Fri, 18 Dec 2009 06:29:28 GMT

why you still care so much about what i think?

oh, and pls don't tell me you don't cause otherwise you won't be stalking my blog.
OR even commenting.
(:

if thats true, you just went even lower in my eyes.

Sun, 13 Dec 2009 21:39:51 GMT

taking someone as a rebound is bad. really bad.
dear, i feel so sorry for you ): but well there's nothing i can do. sorry i guess?

isn't it fascinating?

Sun, 13 Dec 2009 06:00:58 GMT

how two who were once so closed can drift to mere strangers.
that when i look at your pictures, i feel like that i only know you by name and nothing more.

we were close once weren't we? what happened?

then again, all that comes to mind when i think of you was how you shouldn't had did what you did last.

added 4.43pm: HAHAHAH DESPERATE.

bus rides got me thinking.

Sat, 12 Dec 2009 14:59:39 GMT

sometimes, people just like to do things that they shouldn't. due to character.
be it intentionally or not.

and people around would hope that they would stop doing it.
for their own good, for other's own good.

isn't it those little things that they do that make them.. them?

so if they really do change one day, do they not lose themselves?

if that is the case would you still want them to change.
or should i say, would you still want to change yourself?

sorry

Fri, 11 Dec 2009 17:14:09 GMT

that i'm so fucked up. i really can't help it.

i guess it's just me. hahh.

my lj is not dead!

Tue, 08 Dec 2009 15:47:42 GMT

Hahaha, omg, i haven uploaded a photo on lj for like forever.
Anyways, this was today after a&p paper at mac.

felt weird when smiling for this photo. LOL haven taken a photo in a while.

(: Okay, thats all byes! HAHAHAHHAHA!
need to study for my retail paper..soon. <3 all the best mugging peeps!

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Sat, 21 Nov 2009 06:11:34 GMT

i just remembered why i stop uploading photos on my blog! HAHHAS cause my photo bucket is full...

ANYWAYS im currently uploading photos of most of the more recent events in fb now. (: tag yourself okay.

okay nthing more to say. (: BYES

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Thu, 12 Nov 2009 18:33:11 GMT

i really like to chill at east coast at night. (:

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Sun, 08 Nov 2009 03:45:57 GMT

hahahas okay, you know whats a super lame thing about the previous post. i just looked at it and realised i forgot who it was about. HAHAHA!

anyways, thanks simon for coming down ystd. saved my life. (:

im going to start compiling and doing my schoolwork now. D: really needa buck up this sem. ):

isn't it weird how close friends turn into mere hi bye friends just like that. okay fine. it wasn't just like that. well what's done is done. so now i should stop corrupting my own mind. haha.

i needa stop ------------------------- too.

btw i <3 the tangs xmas deco. pretty ttm.

just a bit.

Fri, 06 Nov 2009 01:42:06 GMT

imy.

sji

Sun, 01 Nov 2009 18:54:07 GMT

hmm. the difference is so big. hmm hmm. why?

feels kinda :/

i should probably stop thinking about it cause the more i do, the more irritated i feel.
and the more irritated i feel, the more fake i will get. hah.

omg, seriously the more i think abt this the more i dont like them. lol.
jw, dont think so much.

Tue, 20 Oct 2009 15:45:25 GMT

im feeling really tired now. past week or so had been so hectic. even long naps can't seem to replenish my energy. i dread everything i do cause im just physically and mentally worn out. the thought of my depleting account makes me worry even more. especially when all the money goes into cabbing.

why does event pops up after events? its like never ending. seriously.

school just started. pressure will come in soon. go lectures, go tutorial, do project, listen in class, participate -_-. omg.

dreams is in 3 weeks. followed by the start of gems concert training. among that theres probably still normal hiphop and modern trainings. before all theses com-based still haven really really ended. i think i might just break down if all the cleans up and all are forgotten the next time i see them. or maybe i will just stare.

im soooo afraid i will have skin prob like my bro cause im too stress out. the rashes are already coming out. ): its in the blood you see.

i don't even want to start on my r/s probs. woah, the thought of them literally drain my blood. one like this one like that. one like that. another one like this. -_- omg, give me a break can.

you, want to talk to me just talk to me luh. so much for all your craps when you don't even contact me. stop acting like some hero in the back ground cause you're so not. and stop being so damn sore i really hate it. you, stop having your stupid mood swing. wth? talk to me coldly as and when you like. hello. friendships are at stake here, oh *roll eyes. you..i dont know what to say to you. you, you ought to know that i down right suck and should just stay away.

im sorry okay. im really sorry for all the shit i've done. so just keep the distance alright.

hah, here i am back to square one again.

and i hate my hair to the max. i hate the colour, the fringe right down to the length. i hate my peeling nose too. i hate being tan.

oh, thats it for now byes.

Tue, 13 Oct 2009 09:04:01 GMT

4 JUNE 09
met up w bestie at fareast. then headed to kovan area w ling (:

5 JUNE 09
Aloysius's bday! hahas! his worst bday ever in fact. hahas.

8-9 JUNE 09
mummy is biased. HAHAS i got to eat western while my bro got home-cooked food.

breakfast w amanda and ling then went to singapore national museum.
pics in fb. HAHAS

11-14 JUNE 09
IT fair! (: pics in fb.

13 JUNE 09
ko night semi-finals

20 JUNE 09
noodle hse

22 JUNE 09
dinc assignment w nat.

24-25 JUNE 09
can't remember what happened.HAHAHAS

26 JUNE 09
ko night finals

27 JUNE 09
daryl and co outing! (:

28 JUNE 09
THE BIG GROOVE'09

29 JUNE & 2 JULY 09
random school days pics. hahas

-_- im DAMN sian to upload anymore. hahas. seriously.

sem 2

Tue, 13 Oct 2009 06:24:23 GMT

can't wait for school to start. -_- HAHAHAHAS okaokay i swear i will attempt to go for lecture for every subject at least twice okay.. then again key word here is attempt. HAHAHAS.

one good thing about a new term is that the attendance list will refresh! :D hAHAS awesome. i hope my gpa wont drop though. D: stress.

i have a damn good feeling im going to wear dance outfit very often this sem. hahahas. yup yup! then chilidish going to say i look like a fierce woman -_- HHAHAS. wth.

speaking of pictures. i really want to upload them. but somehow my photobucket is like full -_- and pictures are due FROM june -_- HAHHAS crazy right. anyway today is rest day. i am not going to step anywhr near bedok and tampinese if possible. :D sorry bestie!

BYES! *waves.

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Sat, 10 Oct 2009 17:37:31 GMT

hahas, im such a bitch.
imy. but youre not going to know. (:

damn i feel like shit.

hungry

Thu, 08 Oct 2009 18:32:09 GMT

(: audition was fun today.

i will upload pictures soon. -_- soon. hahas.

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Fri, 02 Oct 2009 19:13:19 GMT

hi hi im back!
to my screwed up life. (: