jiawenn (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} jiawenn) wrote,@ 2009-10-20 23:27:00 |
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im feeling really tired now. past week or so had been so hectic. even long naps can't seem to replenish my energy. i dread everything i do cause im just physically and mentally worn out. the thought of my depleting account makes me worry even more. especially when all the money goes into cabbing.
why does event pops up after events? its like never ending. seriously.
school just started. pressure will come in soon. go lectures, go tutorial, do project, listen in class, participate -_-. omg.
dreams is in 3 weeks. followed by the start of gems concert training. among that theres probably still normal hiphop and modern trainings. before all theses com-based still haven really really ended. i think i might just break down if all the cleans up and all are forgotten the next time i see them. or maybe i will just stare.
im soooo afraid i will have skin prob like my bro cause im too stress out. the rashes are already coming out. ): its in the blood you see.
i don't even want to start on my r/s probs. woah, the thought of them literally drain my blood. one like this one like that. one like that. another one like this. -_- omg, give me a break can.
you, want to talk to me just talk to me luh. so much for all your craps when you don't even contact me. stop acting like some hero in the back ground cause you're so not. and stop being so damn sore i really hate it. you, stop having your stupid mood swing. wth? talk to me coldly as and when you like. hello. friendships are at stake here, oh *roll eyes. you..i dont know what to say to you. you, you ought to know that i down right suck and should just stay away.
im sorry okay. im really sorry for all the shit i've done. so just keep the distance alright.
hah, here i am back to square one again.
and i hate my hair to the max. i hate the colour, the fringe right down to the length. i hate my peeling nose too. i hate being tan.
oh, thats it for now byes.
why does event pops up after events? its like never ending. seriously.
school just started. pressure will come in soon. go lectures, go tutorial, do project, listen in class, participate -_-. omg.
dreams is in 3 weeks. followed by the start of gems concert training. among that theres probably still normal hiphop and modern trainings. before all theses com-based still haven really really ended. i think i might just break down if all the cleans up and all are forgotten the next time i see them. or maybe i will just stare.
im soooo afraid i will have skin prob like my bro cause im too stress out. the rashes are already coming out. ): its in the blood you see.
i don't even want to start on my r/s probs. woah, the thought of them literally drain my blood. one like this one like that. one like that. another one like this. -_- omg, give me a break can.
you, want to talk to me just talk to me luh. so much for all your craps when you don't even contact me. stop acting like some hero in the back ground cause you're so not. and stop being so damn sore i really hate it. you, stop having your stupid mood swing. wth? talk to me coldly as and when you like. hello. friendships are at stake here, oh *roll eyes. you..i dont know what to say to you. you, you ought to know that i down right suck and should just stay away.
im sorry okay. im really sorry for all the shit i've done. so just keep the distance alright.
hah, here i am back to square one again.
and i hate my hair to the max. i hate the colour, the fringe right down to the length. i hate my peeling nose too. i hate being tan.
oh, thats it for now byes.
